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Your Hope-Filled Perspective with Dr. Michelle Bengtson podcast
Your Hope-Filled Perspective with Dr. Michelle Bengtson podcast

How to Move from Surviving to Truly Living Again, Even After the Deepest Hurts

September 17, 202641m
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Episode Summary:

Trauma can shatter our sense of safety, identity, and trust—especially when it comes at the hands of someone who vowed to love us. In today’s episode of Your Hope-Filled Perspective, I’m joined by a licensed professional counselor and marriage and family therapist whose story of surviving attempted murder is both heartbreaking and incredibly inspiring. Through her faith and her training, she has transformed her pain into purpose, helping others heal from grief, loss, and trauma. Today she shares how God meets us in our darkest moments and how we can reclaim our lives after the deepest wounds. This story is not about a villain and a victim. Instead, it is about a woman who, despite being victimized, chose healing and emerged victorious. Today we’re going to be talking about how to move from surviving to truly living again, even after the deepest hurts.

 

Quotables from the episode:

  • I will not be a victim. I was victimized.  And on that day, I was a victim.  But from that point on, I became I had been victimized, but I was not going to be a victim.
  • I said, “I want you to know I will forgive you.“ I kept declaring these things over myself without even realizing it.  Now, I did not forgive him that day, although I prayed for him that night when he was in jail. I had to work through that, but I knew that I will be forgiving.  I will be joyful.  I knew this is not going to be the end of my story because the devil will not have the last word.
  • Let me maybe clarify too, because even though I declared all that over me, that doesn't mean I wasn't falling apart at times.  You know, healing is not linear.  I was weeping.  I'd have good days and I'd had bad days.  So, I don't want to give the impression that I just said, okay, life will be great.
  • When people say, “where's God when bad things happen?”  You know, sometimes we say it as an accusation, like God wasn't there. I love to say, ask the Lord where he was because he was there.
  • I didn't know if I was going to live or die.  But in that moment, I knew I would not have died alone.  That it was Psalm 23 come alive that said, “yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, you're with me.” So many people think, “well, we shouldn't walk through any valleys.”  But the Bible says we're going to walk through the shadow of the valley, the shadow of death.  The promise is he's not going to leave us.
  • The hardest person to forgive was myself.
  • I had to go back and rewrite those beliefs because I hadn't failed. I told myself and the enemy told me I had.
  • I've come to learn that you can heal without forgiveness, but you can't be whole.
  • I love to tell people that God is in the restoration business.  There is no story that is too far gone. There is nothing he cannot redeem because that's what God's specialty is, is bringing beauty from ashes.
  • Just because you don't see it doesn't mean it can't happen.  Hold on to God, who is the author of hope.  He's not going to let you down. 

 

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    Guest:

    Kimberly Haar, LPC, LMFT, is a survivor of domestic violence, a licensed professional counselor, and a license marriage and family therapist with nearly two decades of experience helping others find healing and wholeness in life. Her therapy practice is located in Tulsa, Oklahoma, where she continues to inspire hope and strength in those facing life’s challenges.

     

    Hosted By: Dr. Michelle Bengtson

    Audio Technical Support: Ashton Bengtson

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